Name: No More
Duration: P00H03M05S
Description: Written, produced, recorded, mixed, & mastered by Erika Autumn

No More

by Erika Autumn

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Written, produced, recorded, mixed, & mastered by Erika Autumn

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why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

I’m done doin your dance
done bein your puppet
you had your last chance

took another risk
gave death a glance
don’t feel guilty
that’s just the death of romance

wish I could go back in time
wish I could
undo the damage you did to my mind

wish I could say I fine
but if I said I was fine
then I know I’d be lyin

and that’s the same crime
I’ve accused you of
committing time after time

yeah I’d be lyin
if I said I wasn’t a hypocrite
from time to time

why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

there's no way to fall back up from hell
I know it way too well
I’ve been close to the devil
I know her she’s myself
if I reach out for help
would you let go of my hand
I hear your laugh when I land

this is what I deserve for giving
second chances
if the strings have been cut
then why can’t I forget the dances
one last memory
to commemorate the dead romances

yeah I knew you were lyin
when you said you could distinguish
the lies by the look in my eyes

why am I not scared of the drugs no more
why am I not scared of the thought
of the sight of me lyin on the floor
with a pill bottle in my hand
havin flashbacks of you walkin out the door

you’re not in my life no more
you started to get bored
so you had to turn it into a war
strung my heart like a marionette
I’ll never forget
still sore from hittin
the floor when the strings tore

and I’d be lyin
if I said I wasn’t still craving it
from time to time

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released October 13, 2023
Artwork, Lyrics, & Music © Erika Autumn
℗ 2023 VanillaMint
Recorded at VanillaMint Studio
Produced by Erika Autumn

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Erika Autumn is an independent musician, producer, and singer-songwriter based out of Saginaw, MI. She combines guitar-laden soundscapes with poignant songwriting to create a stripped back, but powerful sound and story.

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